Since the last post a lot has happened...good and even bad. In my opinion life is like a childs swing, once youre on the very top and youre on the very bottom in the next moment. And between these two moments can be just one silly second.
After I came back from Ireland I went to this christian music festival in Slovakia and it was awesome. I really enjoyed it and I cleaned up the rest of my mind what I didnt make in Ireland. Its was very refreshing, but powerful time.
In the last week the computer messed up so we had to re-install the operation system....so it deleted my stuff since february. Pretty bad, huh? But I kinda faced it.
And since then Im going from the very top to the very bottom.
Me and Klara were supposed to go to Vienna on Wednesday and I wanted to go to Slovakia to visit my old friends for thuersday and friday. But Klara couldnt go so nothing of this had happened. But well, I found some another things to do, I met Aneta, my friend who I invited for English camp and we talked also about God, it was great.
On friday I had my drivind lesson as any other day recently and when I was at the end of it I got a text message. I had a meeting after the lesson so I though the person just wrote shes gonna be little late or something. But when I read the message everything just seemed so small and black. My old friend from Ukraine, who used to live in the Czech rep for bunch of years and moved to Slovakia two years ago died. She had a breast cancer and already lived much longer than any doctors were expected, but the death is something you cannot be prepared for. And the hardest thing for me is that I could be there when she died and be with her 19 year old son, who is my close friend as well. Oxana was a wonderful person, who loved God with all her heart and lived her life for Him and her son. I will miss her a lot even tho I didnt get to see her as often as Id wanted to.
Today, after two days of re-messing up, my dad Lfixed" the computer again...and I lost EVERYTHING since 2000. All my school stuff (Im graduating this year), all my mucis (2000songs), all my pictures which probably hurts the most.
Even psychically I dont feel really good, cause even tho I love my czech friends out here...I dont really feel like I belong here. I know it sounds so weird, but thats just how it is.
And in addition it like a murphys law, that I can never get into touch with a person I would love to the most.)
But what Im trying to tell myself is, that life is like a swing, so the time when Im gonna be on the top again must come someday.
p.s.:sorry that this post might be a lottle confusing, but I dont really feel like writing a bestseller now
