isnt it?
Its been a long time after the last post. My computer was broken again and I was happy that I could check my email.
Its Cristmas tomorrow! Wow...people ask me recently if Im excited. I dont know, because I just know that it will be the same as last year and the year before and before...I decided, that once Im married and having children, I will make Christmas different, more...holiday. Gosh, its the day when Jesus was born! Quite important, isnt it...Its not just about getting presents. (even tho its not a bad part of it:))
But Im very excited about the New Years Eve. Im probably gonna be at my friends house and having fun...hopefully Ill have a good "silvestr" (thats how we call it) after a few years. Ill be with my very good friends, so it should work:)
................
I made an important decision last week! We were supposed to give our maturita application (maturita is czech graduation-you must learn 25-30 questions of four subjects, so you have to know all about it). And I had a difficult deciding between Russian and Biology. Now I say, that my brain was saying Russian, but heart was saying Biology. So I chose Biology.
Russian would be easier I guess, cause we did a lot with our old teacher, so Id have to make only about last 10 questions. Knowing another language is always good. Its an easy one...Biology is the deepest subject. Very hard. The only good year in biology was the last one...but I chose it.
Am I crazy? Maybe. But Im going to the biology lessons, where we write tests on each question. Its hard, but oh well. So Id learn it anyway...and Im gonna probably give an application for some biology major on a college.
Biology is the winner. Dot.
December 23, 2007
November 6, 2007
The little poetry corner
I decided to share with you few random verses
1.
close your eyes and see
shut your mouth and speak
I am you, you're me
kiss me on my nose
hold my hand in yours
cook me potatoes
call me in the night
just to say 'sweet dreams'
be my private knight
write me random note
and when I am cold
lend me your big cout
we'll dance in the rain
I will think you're sweet
you'll think I'm insane
but that's all okey
cause we found ourselfs
walking the same way
2.
I miss your smile, I miss your touch
I miss you lots, I miss you much
I miss the way you talk
I miss the way you walk
I miss your mouth, I miss your eyes
I miss the time, when you act nice
When youre smilling, eyes roll up
miss it too, well, life is tough
Cant wait till you come again
Sooner than my endll began.
The window to my soul...almost
1.
close your eyes and see
shut your mouth and speak
I am you, you're me
kiss me on my nose
hold my hand in yours
cook me potatoes
call me in the night
just to say 'sweet dreams'
be my private knight
write me random note
and when I am cold
lend me your big cout
we'll dance in the rain
I will think you're sweet
you'll think I'm insane
but that's all okey
cause we found ourselfs
walking the same way
2.
I miss your smile, I miss your touch
I miss you lots, I miss you much
I miss the way you talk
I miss the way you walk
I miss your mouth, I miss your eyes
I miss the time, when you act nice
When youre smilling, eyes roll up
miss it too, well, life is tough
Cant wait till you come again
Sooner than my endll began.
The window to my soul...almost
October 22, 2007
Still alive!
Even though it doesnt really look like I am alive, I really am. Im sorry that I havent written here for so long! The theory is, that once you stop, its so hard to start again.
So, life has quite changed in the past two months. I mean...as I said in the last post, I was on some kinf of a bottom (not really, but I didnt feel really well. Didnt hang out at all, being at home lots of my time and feeling kinda alone or something) and then, after like one weekend it had turned all ok again! Lifes pretty crazy!
So our youth group had our first official weekend "reatreat" on September 27th-29th! It was quite confusing from the beginning and the organization wasnt that well, but all worked out and I came on friday morning and I was supposed to leave in the evening the same day. But it was such a blessed time! So I stayed for night and left at !4:30am! to Malenovice. (the cottage where we were staying at was about and hour and half far from Frydlant) I had a casting for the new Exit 316 moderator in Malenovice at 9am, thats why so early. But Honza, a guy from our youth group was so gemntleman, that he walked with me those three kilometers to the bus stop. That was very nice from him, wasnt it.
So then I had the casting, which I didnt win, but well...I won. I met few wonderful people who I had so much fun with and we got so close in these two days we spent together!
The two following weeks were full of Frydlant tearoom with Honza, haha. And me, Honza, Marketa from camp, Robert from our youth group and two other people (Robin and Monca) went to the dance half-convoy (or this is how its called in czech), so we had a night full of fun and dancing and it was just awesome.
On saturday our youth group had a big thing in Frydlant, so we spent the whole day there (with Monca, shes so sweet!). Last tuesday I went to play softball with the BMA student and it was fun...except Monika hurt my pinke. But we got even closer, that she told me, that she feels like my sister, cause we had known each other for five days but it felt like forever.
On thursday I got my two fingers in the gypsum.
These days are just cool, even though school makes me really stressful. We have our fall break on thursday and friday and were planning to make a movie night...Im so looking forward!!!!!
Ok, this was quite informational...its always like this after not writing for a while. If Ill have time in like two days to write something, Im sure it will be something more phylosofic;)
Im adding a picture of a mural painting I did today...Its nothing special, but I enjoyed doing it!
So, life has quite changed in the past two months. I mean...as I said in the last post, I was on some kinf of a bottom (not really, but I didnt feel really well. Didnt hang out at all, being at home lots of my time and feeling kinda alone or something) and then, after like one weekend it had turned all ok again! Lifes pretty crazy!
So our youth group had our first official weekend "reatreat" on September 27th-29th! It was quite confusing from the beginning and the organization wasnt that well, but all worked out and I came on friday morning and I was supposed to leave in the evening the same day. But it was such a blessed time! So I stayed for night and left at !4:30am! to Malenovice. (the cottage where we were staying at was about and hour and half far from Frydlant) I had a casting for the new Exit 316 moderator in Malenovice at 9am, thats why so early. But Honza, a guy from our youth group was so gemntleman, that he walked with me those three kilometers to the bus stop. That was very nice from him, wasnt it.
So then I had the casting, which I didnt win, but well...I won. I met few wonderful people who I had so much fun with and we got so close in these two days we spent together!
The two following weeks were full of Frydlant tearoom with Honza, haha. And me, Honza, Marketa from camp, Robert from our youth group and two other people (Robin and Monca) went to the dance half-convoy (or this is how its called in czech), so we had a night full of fun and dancing and it was just awesome.
On saturday our youth group had a big thing in Frydlant, so we spent the whole day there (with Monca, shes so sweet!). Last tuesday I went to play softball with the BMA student and it was fun...except Monika hurt my pinke. But we got even closer, that she told me, that she feels like my sister, cause we had known each other for five days but it felt like forever.
On thursday I got my two fingers in the gypsum.
These days are just cool, even though school makes me really stressful. We have our fall break on thursday and friday and were planning to make a movie night...Im so looking forward!!!!!
Ok, this was quite informational...its always like this after not writing for a while. If Ill have time in like two days to write something, Im sure it will be something more phylosofic;)
Im adding a picture of a mural painting I did today...Its nothing special, but I enjoyed doing it!
August 26, 2007
The swing of life
Hey there! Its been a loong time since my last post and Im sorry for that. My computer was meesed up for a long time and I didnt really feel like writing blog posts in the internet coffee.
Since the last post a lot has happened...good and even bad. In my opinion life is like a childs swing, once youre on the very top and youre on the very bottom in the next moment. And between these two moments can be just one silly second.
After I came back from Ireland I went to this christian music festival in Slovakia and it was awesome. I really enjoyed it and I cleaned up the rest of my mind what I didnt make in Ireland. Its was very refreshing, but powerful time.
In the last week the computer messed up so we had to re-install the operation system....so it deleted my stuff since february. Pretty bad, huh? But I kinda faced it.
And since then Im going from the very top to the very bottom.
Me and Klara were supposed to go to Vienna on Wednesday and I wanted to go to Slovakia to visit my old friends for thuersday and friday. But Klara couldnt go so nothing of this had happened. But well, I found some another things to do, I met Aneta, my friend who I invited for English camp and we talked also about God, it was great.
On friday I had my drivind lesson as any other day recently and when I was at the end of it I got a text message. I had a meeting after the lesson so I though the person just wrote shes gonna be little late or something. But when I read the message everything just seemed so small and black. My old friend from Ukraine, who used to live in the Czech rep for bunch of years and moved to Slovakia two years ago died. She had a breast cancer and already lived much longer than any doctors were expected, but the death is something you cannot be prepared for. And the hardest thing for me is that I could be there when she died and be with her 19 year old son, who is my close friend as well. Oxana was a wonderful person, who loved God with all her heart and lived her life for Him and her son. I will miss her a lot even tho I didnt get to see her as often as Id wanted to.
Today, after two days of re-messing up, my dad Lfixed" the computer again...and I lost EVERYTHING since 2000. All my school stuff (Im graduating this year), all my mucis (2000songs), all my pictures which probably hurts the most.
Even psychically I dont feel really good, cause even tho I love my czech friends out here...I dont really feel like I belong here. I know it sounds so weird, but thats just how it is.
And in addition it like a murphys law, that I can never get into touch with a person I would love to the most.)
But what Im trying to tell myself is, that life is like a swing, so the time when Im gonna be on the top again must come someday.
p.s.:sorry that this post might be a lottle confusing, but I dont really feel like writing a bestseller now
Since the last post a lot has happened...good and even bad. In my opinion life is like a childs swing, once youre on the very top and youre on the very bottom in the next moment. And between these two moments can be just one silly second.
After I came back from Ireland I went to this christian music festival in Slovakia and it was awesome. I really enjoyed it and I cleaned up the rest of my mind what I didnt make in Ireland. Its was very refreshing, but powerful time.
In the last week the computer messed up so we had to re-install the operation system....so it deleted my stuff since february. Pretty bad, huh? But I kinda faced it.
And since then Im going from the very top to the very bottom.
Me and Klara were supposed to go to Vienna on Wednesday and I wanted to go to Slovakia to visit my old friends for thuersday and friday. But Klara couldnt go so nothing of this had happened. But well, I found some another things to do, I met Aneta, my friend who I invited for English camp and we talked also about God, it was great.
On friday I had my drivind lesson as any other day recently and when I was at the end of it I got a text message. I had a meeting after the lesson so I though the person just wrote shes gonna be little late or something. But when I read the message everything just seemed so small and black. My old friend from Ukraine, who used to live in the Czech rep for bunch of years and moved to Slovakia two years ago died. She had a breast cancer and already lived much longer than any doctors were expected, but the death is something you cannot be prepared for. And the hardest thing for me is that I could be there when she died and be with her 19 year old son, who is my close friend as well. Oxana was a wonderful person, who loved God with all her heart and lived her life for Him and her son. I will miss her a lot even tho I didnt get to see her as often as Id wanted to.
Today, after two days of re-messing up, my dad Lfixed" the computer again...and I lost EVERYTHING since 2000. All my school stuff (Im graduating this year), all my mucis (2000songs), all my pictures which probably hurts the most.
Even psychically I dont feel really good, cause even tho I love my czech friends out here...I dont really feel like I belong here. I know it sounds so weird, but thats just how it is.
And in addition it like a murphys law, that I can never get into touch with a person I would love to the most.)
But what Im trying to tell myself is, that life is like a swing, so the time when Im gonna be on the top again must come someday.
p.s.:sorry that this post might be a lottle confusing, but I dont really feel like writing a bestseller now
July 19, 2007
What is it all about?
I was thinking of one thing the other night, when I couldnt fall asleep. After camp we were sharing who would we date the most from camp if we could. And the answers were like I thought they will be, but when I was thinking about it later, I found out some facts..
If the question was "Who would you date the most from camp?" then I would think about the answer quite a bit, cause I wouldnt date a person just because hes hot! Thats why I chose the one I chose. Cause if Id be thinking of the hottest person as about the answer I would probably choose someone else. Well, not probably, but definitely. For example Jacob, especially with straight hair is one of the most sexy "things" Ive ever seen. But I didnt choose him.
And tell the truth, I was probably the only one who was thinking of it like this. Cause I understand the answer of the most of guys, cause the girl they chose is pretty sweet and beautiful, but she cant say a word in english...so would I date a boy who I cannot talk to? Definitely no!
Thats probably the difference between 18-year-old girl and 15-17-year-old boys. Haha, Im probably getting old:)
Share your thoughts in comments! Im excited what you think bout it.
Im adding one or a few pics from a trip we went on yesterday, its called Kells, ruins:) But pretty cool ones!:
If the question was "Who would you date the most from camp?" then I would think about the answer quite a bit, cause I wouldnt date a person just because hes hot! Thats why I chose the one I chose. Cause if Id be thinking of the hottest person as about the answer I would probably choose someone else. Well, not probably, but definitely. For example Jacob, especially with straight hair is one of the most sexy "things" Ive ever seen. But I didnt choose him.
And tell the truth, I was probably the only one who was thinking of it like this. Cause I understand the answer of the most of guys, cause the girl they chose is pretty sweet and beautiful, but she cant say a word in english...so would I date a boy who I cannot talk to? Definitely no!
Thats probably the difference between 18-year-old girl and 15-17-year-old boys. Haha, Im probably getting old:)
Share your thoughts in comments! Im excited what you think bout it.
Im adding one or a few pics from a trip we went on yesterday, its called Kells, ruins:) But pretty cool ones!:
July 17, 2007
Blogging high five!!
Wow....its been a long time again. Life is still so busy. We did our english camp from July 4th till July 11th, then two days of follow up and on July 13th I left for Prague and one day later for Ireland. Where Im now.
So, something little about camp...it was...different. Definitely. I dont really want to go into details (Im lazy to write), but it was different and it was good. Funny. Hihi and I took a lot of photos....I mean, during camp about 300 and in one day of follow up 430...scary, isnt it. Haha, but it was so much fun!! I really enjoyed it and Jillian did a VERY good job! Thanks Jill, you will always be my sweetie.
I might will write here about camp more later...So, on saturday night I left the Czech republic and flew to Ireland. I flew for the first time...so scared! But I met a girl at the airport...slovak girl, who was leaving for Ireland and flying for the first time, haha. So we were scared together. The planehad an hour delay, but whatever, flying in the middle of the night was awesomly beautiful. And fortunately curiosity won over fear, so I really enjoyed it. Good.
Its beautiful out here...the grass is really greener, haha, I swear its true. What I love about this town (its called Kilkenny) is that its old small town and there is a huge cathedral in the middle of the town. Its awesome...recpectful. Id try to add some pictures later, but I need to make them smaller before, cause this laptop is a piece of crap and works very slow, haha. But at least something:) Im glad even for this.
I cannot be reached on ICQ right now, so if you want to, write me on AIM - ainemear or on skype - vinvan04. Or mail, facebook, myspace....a lot of options for you, guys:)
So....here are just a few things I already realized about Ireland:
- I will probably loose all of my complexes, cause irish women are fat and obviously dont care. They wear short t-shirts, low belt jeans, home pants and so on
- they dont know about a gadget called braces. I met ONE girl with straight teeth.
- I met a bantam on the first day already.
- you can find shopping cart all over the place...favorite places are grass in front of the house of just in the middle of the path
......here we go!
So, something little about camp...it was...different. Definitely. I dont really want to go into details (Im lazy to write), but it was different and it was good. Funny. Hihi and I took a lot of photos....I mean, during camp about 300 and in one day of follow up 430...scary, isnt it. Haha, but it was so much fun!! I really enjoyed it and Jillian did a VERY good job! Thanks Jill, you will always be my sweetie.
I might will write here about camp more later...So, on saturday night I left the Czech republic and flew to Ireland. I flew for the first time...so scared! But I met a girl at the airport...slovak girl, who was leaving for Ireland and flying for the first time, haha. So we were scared together. The planehad an hour delay, but whatever, flying in the middle of the night was awesomly beautiful. And fortunately curiosity won over fear, so I really enjoyed it. Good.
Its beautiful out here...the grass is really greener, haha, I swear its true. What I love about this town (its called Kilkenny) is that its old small town and there is a huge cathedral in the middle of the town. Its awesome...recpectful. Id try to add some pictures later, but I need to make them smaller before, cause this laptop is a piece of crap and works very slow, haha. But at least something:) Im glad even for this.
I cannot be reached on ICQ right now, so if you want to, write me on AIM - ainemear or on skype - vinvan04. Or mail, facebook, myspace....a lot of options for you, guys:)
So....here are just a few things I already realized about Ireland:
- I will probably loose all of my complexes, cause irish women are fat and obviously dont care. They wear short t-shirts, low belt jeans, home pants and so on
- they dont know about a gadget called braces. I met ONE girl with straight teeth.
- I met a bantam on the first day already.
- you can find shopping cart all over the place...favorite places are grass in front of the house of just in the middle of the path
......here we go!
June 25, 2007
Life is busy...and awesome
Its a long time after my last blog, sorry. There are some important things for me that had happened in the past weeks.
The first and probably the most important thing is that I got baptized on Sunday!! It was awesome, I was nervous, but then so happy! I wanted to add a video here, but it was too big:( But Ill post some photos, when I have them! Water was cool and some people told me, that they were jealous I could dip when its so hot outside, hihi. After the baptism (also Caleb Patty got baptized) Tyler and his mom Connie were playing a song for us, it was You Alone and it was awesome. I was trying to keep the tears but by the first acords I couldnt help myself.
The day before, on Saturday, our church made a surprise party for Ken, who was officially ordinered as our pastor a week ago. (We are also an official church now! CB Frydlant). It was very good hanging out together as a church.
Another big new is that I bought a camera!!! Her name is Jillian (I kinda tend to name my things, hihi) and I love her, she is just so cute! Judge by yourself:
And because I dont have photos from my baptism and the party yet and I should post some photos, here are some of the first pics took by me and Jill:
me and some girls went for bowling on Thursday, what was cool and these are shoes we had to wear...theyre punky, and they match to my eyes;)
I love taking photos of flowers!
And everything with the makro thing:)
The first and probably the most important thing is that I got baptized on Sunday!! It was awesome, I was nervous, but then so happy! I wanted to add a video here, but it was too big:( But Ill post some photos, when I have them! Water was cool and some people told me, that they were jealous I could dip when its so hot outside, hihi. After the baptism (also Caleb Patty got baptized) Tyler and his mom Connie were playing a song for us, it was You Alone and it was awesome. I was trying to keep the tears but by the first acords I couldnt help myself.
The day before, on Saturday, our church made a surprise party for Ken, who was officially ordinered as our pastor a week ago. (We are also an official church now! CB Frydlant). It was very good hanging out together as a church.
Another big new is that I bought a camera!!! Her name is Jillian (I kinda tend to name my things, hihi) and I love her, she is just so cute! Judge by yourself:
And because I dont have photos from my baptism and the party yet and I should post some photos, here are some of the first pics took by me and Jill:
June 14, 2007
Small "spot" information
• according to my classmate an oak tree is the opposite of a beech tree
• in czech there is same word for english words price and award…so in Cesky Krumlov, there werent good prices, but good awards in one store
• it seems like I am worthless of apologizes or even of replies…pretty bad, uh?
• I started my driving school exactly 9 years to the day after my worst accident (a tram crashed me)
• Im officialy going to Ireland in summer, I finally bought a ticket! And for a good award…I mean price
• I have no idea how you can listen to me, I just heard my voice on a video and its so disgusting, haha
• Im going to be babtized on this Sunday!!!!!!!!! Come if you can
• Im decided to buy a camera before summer starts
• Today I got photos from last summer, haha. Some pics from Serbia, some from Slovakia and then some from the water course…I love them!
• I will brush my childerns teeth really properly, cause when I was at the dentinsts on Wed, there was a sweet little boy (I guess 3 ro 4 year old) and he was crying so bad!! I hate when kids are crying, making me sad:(
• Those following photos are of me and Maci pretending we were on a vacation in Italy:P
the first day was pretty foggy
but then...hurray down to the beach
...
and this is what I call freedom&wild (in love with kayaks)
• in czech there is same word for english words price and award…so in Cesky Krumlov, there werent good prices, but good awards in one store
• it seems like I am worthless of apologizes or even of replies…pretty bad, uh?
• I started my driving school exactly 9 years to the day after my worst accident (a tram crashed me)
• Im officialy going to Ireland in summer, I finally bought a ticket! And for a good award…I mean price
• I have no idea how you can listen to me, I just heard my voice on a video and its so disgusting, haha
• Im going to be babtized on this Sunday!!!!!!!!! Come if you can
• Im decided to buy a camera before summer starts
• Today I got photos from last summer, haha. Some pics from Serbia, some from Slovakia and then some from the water course…I love them!
• I will brush my childerns teeth really properly, cause when I was at the dentinsts on Wed, there was a sweet little boy (I guess 3 ro 4 year old) and he was crying so bad!! I hate when kids are crying, making me sad:(
• Those following photos are of me and Maci pretending we were on a vacation in Italy:P
the first day was pretty foggy
but then...hurray down to the beach
...
and this is what I call freedom&wild (in love with kayaks)
June 10, 2007
Home, sweet home
Its good being home again...I guess. Yesterday, around 11pm, I came back from the water course I was attending the past week. It was awesome, at least most of the time. The worse minutes at all I experienced was during riding a raft. I realized, that the less of you are on a boat the better it is. Its pretty hard to find six people who will not argue. And its even harder to be on a boat with people who think they know how to steer a boat while they actually dont. Thats why I liked double canoes more. Its was awesome, just you and one another person, you are steering, she is paddling and everyone is satisfied, cause you both are allowed to do what you can do well. But! What was even better than double canoe? Kayak. Oh yeah, I tried to ride a kayak and it was freaking awesome. You and water, water and you, and no-one else. You dont have to speak, just float down the river, listening the nature. My arms and belly hurts till today, but it was worthwhile.
Spending a week with my class was sweet. You can see all of those relationships desplaying there. As my classmate said, stay together two more weeks and were dead. But it was a cool week. While not being in the water, we were playing the guitar, singing by a fireplace, walking down the towns or just talking.
Im very glad I could be a part of this.
meet him, my new boyfriend...never argues
me, pointing at the 15th meredian
romance in Cesky Krumlov, truly beautiful town
Maci and I in Temelin, czech atom power station (look at the match of shoes and helmets:))
on a raft
on the czech/german border
Spending a week with my class was sweet. You can see all of those relationships desplaying there. As my classmate said, stay together two more weeks and were dead. But it was a cool week. While not being in the water, we were playing the guitar, singing by a fireplace, walking down the towns or just talking.
Im very glad I could be a part of this.
June 2, 2007
Leaving
Today at midnight Im leaving for a water course with my class to south Bohemia. I belive its gonna be fun and my mood will hopefully get better....because right now I feel like nothing will ever go my way. Today was such a bad day, I truly hope you will never be forsed to experience it.
Be back on friday! Nice week for you all.
Be back on friday! Nice week for you all.
May 31, 2007
yesterday = a catastrophe
today = pretty cool day
So yeah, yesterday was one of the worst days in my recent life. I was supposed to go to Ireland for summer and I was so excited! But my dad forgot to pay the tickets, and I cannot find any other cheap tickets. Please pray that I can find one. But we had a meeting about our english camp yesterday and it was pretty much fun. I got back into my young age (haha, Im 18 now) and me and Klara did a really cool fight, haha, my knee still hurts:P
And about today...me and my school went to Cesky Tesin to play our drama there and when we were walking down the street to get to pizza place for a lunch, I met Nate Hughes, who cares about intern stuff. So we talked a little bit and he was telling me about how the amazing race is and so on. I asked him when the interns will come and he was like who do I care about, so I was like about Ryan Schultz. And then he was like "Well, hes in my apartment right now, which is right there." Haha, it was so funny. So I went to the pizza place and have a lunch with my dramamates and then asked the teacher about me going to Nates aparment and then leave with them to Malenovice. And he let me go! I still cant belive it! So I went there, and then we drove to Malenovice, it was really good and unexpected! And in Malenovice I met Steph, what was sweet as well. Ryan introduced me to his friend, Paige Crawford, who is serving with JV in Slovakia. She is amazing! I dont know if you have experienced, but she is right that kind of a guy, who you "have to" trust from the first moment. I felt like I have known her for a quite long time. Awesome.
Quote of today: "Biosolarium? Does it mean that bunch of lightning-bugs will shine on you or what?" my classmate about biosolarium
And what also kinda cracked me up was when i was writting a text message to my dentist that I will delay and her answer.
me: "Hey auntie, I will be late about 25 minutes cause the train had delayed"
the dentist: "Chill out"
Thats it for now I guess:P
tommorow = who knows?
So yeah, yesterday was one of the worst days in my recent life. I was supposed to go to Ireland for summer and I was so excited! But my dad forgot to pay the tickets, and I cannot find any other cheap tickets. Please pray that I can find one. But we had a meeting about our english camp yesterday and it was pretty much fun. I got back into my young age (haha, Im 18 now) and me and Klara did a really cool fight, haha, my knee still hurts:P
And about today...me and my school went to Cesky Tesin to play our drama there and when we were walking down the street to get to pizza place for a lunch, I met Nate Hughes, who cares about intern stuff. So we talked a little bit and he was telling me about how the amazing race is and so on. I asked him when the interns will come and he was like who do I care about, so I was like about Ryan Schultz. And then he was like "Well, hes in my apartment right now, which is right there." Haha, it was so funny. So I went to the pizza place and have a lunch with my dramamates and then asked the teacher about me going to Nates aparment and then leave with them to Malenovice. And he let me go! I still cant belive it! So I went there, and then we drove to Malenovice, it was really good and unexpected! And in Malenovice I met Steph, what was sweet as well. Ryan introduced me to his friend, Paige Crawford, who is serving with JV in Slovakia. She is amazing! I dont know if you have experienced, but she is right that kind of a guy, who you "have to" trust from the first moment. I felt like I have known her for a quite long time. Awesome.
Quote of today: "Biosolarium? Does it mean that bunch of lightning-bugs will shine on you or what?" my classmate about biosolarium
And what also kinda cracked me up was when i was writting a text message to my dentist that I will delay and her answer.
me: "Hey auntie, I will be late about 25 minutes cause the train had delayed"
the dentist: "Chill out"
Thats it for now I guess:P
May 27, 2007
I wrote this to make you think that Im intelligent:P j/k
We can read in almost every psychological book about human temperaments. Im sure you already have heard about it. There are four of them: melancholic, sanguinic, stoic and choleric. And we also know, that we are born with one specific farrago of these temperaments which affects your character. The next fact is that we cannot change this farrago as well as we cannot change our characters. We can influence it to a certain extent, but cant change all of it. These are the facts.
But is that really true? Probably...it should be if every book says it. But I can say from my own experience, that people are changing. Some of them. Some people are the same all they life, some are not. I know some people who will never change. They dont have to be bad, not at all, they can be funny, crazy and things like that and never change. They will stay funny, crazy and things like that for their whole life. And then there are some people, who are changing, slowly, but constantly. I am this kind of person. Sometimes I just look back in my life and see how much I have changed. Two years ago if you told me that im crazy, i would take it as the biggest compliment you could ever gave me. But now, Im like sick of everyones saying this about me. I know I can do some crazy stuff sometimes, but I also figured, that being more serious and culm is a big asset. And in addition I found out that I really DONT have to be in the center of entertainment all the time. Just sitting and listening is so cool!! So thats nice people say Im funny, but I think my bigger feature is like ability of listening to problems of my friends, cheering up or trying to help as much as I can.
So why I have been changing and some people have not? Weird world, isnt it. But I think I just found out the answer! I belive, that everything is about God. He is the answer for every question (you know what I mean. Surely not "Hows the weather today?" "God":P) and I belive, that if I spend some time with Him, he is the one who is changing me. He is making me acting the way He wants me to act. And if this is what God wants for me, itll be my pleasure to do it! I very belive, that what He wants for me is the best. Thats it.
But is that really true? Probably...it should be if every book says it. But I can say from my own experience, that people are changing. Some of them. Some people are the same all they life, some are not. I know some people who will never change. They dont have to be bad, not at all, they can be funny, crazy and things like that and never change. They will stay funny, crazy and things like that for their whole life. And then there are some people, who are changing, slowly, but constantly. I am this kind of person. Sometimes I just look back in my life and see how much I have changed. Two years ago if you told me that im crazy, i would take it as the biggest compliment you could ever gave me. But now, Im like sick of everyones saying this about me. I know I can do some crazy stuff sometimes, but I also figured, that being more serious and culm is a big asset. And in addition I found out that I really DONT have to be in the center of entertainment all the time. Just sitting and listening is so cool!! So thats nice people say Im funny, but I think my bigger feature is like ability of listening to problems of my friends, cheering up or trying to help as much as I can.
So why I have been changing and some people have not? Weird world, isnt it. But I think I just found out the answer! I belive, that everything is about God. He is the answer for every question (you know what I mean. Surely not "Hows the weather today?" "God":P) and I belive, that if I spend some time with Him, he is the one who is changing me. He is making me acting the way He wants me to act. And if this is what God wants for me, itll be my pleasure to do it! I very belive, that what He wants for me is the best. Thats it.
May 24, 2007
Change is life
May 22, 2007
Its such a perfect day...lalala
I think that everybody heard this song. And this exact song was playing while I was sitting in the dentists armchair. And Im not sure if this was the right song for my day of today.
I can say that today was one of those special days, when time at school is even better then after it. At school everything went quite well, even my biology teacher was proud of me:)
But then I was suppose to go to Ostrava city to visit my aunt/dentist. I was there last thursday already, when she did a bi hole in my tooth and cleaned the channels (it was a little bit strange case, but whatever, I always was kinda different:D). So I thought Ill go there and she will just fill the hole. All I can say is that I was completely wrong!
She continued cleaning the channels and then she needed to find out the end of the tooth, so she had to go with that stick for cleaning behind the tooth (which was dead) when my nervs still work. So it was kinda painfull. Hm, as Im thinking about it, it wasnt KINDA painfull, it WAS painfull. Then she took some "photos" of the tooth with the sticks in it and then wanted to fill it with something. But the dentinst jabed a thingy in the tooth by mistake, so much more pain by that time. Then she finally filled it, so I was packing and about to leave when the "sister" said "So June 8th?". I was like "Me?". Yeah! So I dont know what aunt will do with the thing that the hole is filled with, but she needs to fill it with something different. Thats definitely not good! She told me that it shouldnt pain as much as today, but who knows...Btw. my teeth still hurt now!
So on this next monday Im going there again....keep your fingers crossed, please!!!
To make your and even my mood better I post one cute thing:)
May 20, 2007
Our pastor
Loving pastor with a softball bat...our preacher, Ken Pitcher, took while playing softball.
May 19, 2007
I fell free again
I can feel the freedom now. Finally!
I should give you some explanation I guess. So here it is:
Its kind of a long story but Im sure I can make it much shorter:) There is a guy, lets call him Percy. Percy and I have been friends for almost three years and we were really good friends for a few months. Till I started to like him, then the friendship wasnt as strong and we barely said Hi to each other. A year and a half passed and we started to talk a little bit more again and after maybe four months we became good friends again. It was fun, but I fell in love again. This time it was different though, cause I think it was partly an autosuggestion. I dont know if you ever have experienced it, but if you have some friends who are asking you constantly about a person and making fun of it and such things, you while talking with them are starting to think about the person really their way. If this makes sence to you. Anyway, I started kinda like him, but it was hard, cause he was talking to me once and not really another time. So our friendship was like on a swing. Up and down, up and down...Then we had a real good conversation the other day, and the following days were good as well. That was the top though, so now its down again. But you know what? I dont care anymore. I spent lots of time asking God for help. I asked him to show me His will in this issue. And now Im deffinitely sure that Percy is not the right guy for me. I was trying to convince myself about this for so many times, but now it finally works. Yeah, God helped me realize that we would never make a good match. Cause a relationship without talking and where just one is active simply cannot work out. Breathing is awesome.
I would like to share one lyrics by Rascall Flats with you, cause it reminds me a little bit me right now, considering we never were a couple:
I should be out in that driveway stopping you
Tears should be rolling down my cheek
And I don't know why I'm not falling apart
Like I usually do
And how the thought of losing you's not killing me
I feel bad
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad
I can let myself be angry over wasted time
And sad about just throwing love away
Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking
But I cant lie
All I want to do is turn the page
I feel Bad
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad
That I don't feel bitter, alone
I just feel its time, its time to move on
I just gotta move on and on and on and on
I should give you some explanation I guess. So here it is:
Its kind of a long story but Im sure I can make it much shorter:) There is a guy, lets call him Percy. Percy and I have been friends for almost three years and we were really good friends for a few months. Till I started to like him, then the friendship wasnt as strong and we barely said Hi to each other. A year and a half passed and we started to talk a little bit more again and after maybe four months we became good friends again. It was fun, but I fell in love again. This time it was different though, cause I think it was partly an autosuggestion. I dont know if you ever have experienced it, but if you have some friends who are asking you constantly about a person and making fun of it and such things, you while talking with them are starting to think about the person really their way. If this makes sence to you. Anyway, I started kinda like him, but it was hard, cause he was talking to me once and not really another time. So our friendship was like on a swing. Up and down, up and down...Then we had a real good conversation the other day, and the following days were good as well. That was the top though, so now its down again. But you know what? I dont care anymore. I spent lots of time asking God for help. I asked him to show me His will in this issue. And now Im deffinitely sure that Percy is not the right guy for me. I was trying to convince myself about this for so many times, but now it finally works. Yeah, God helped me realize that we would never make a good match. Cause a relationship without talking and where just one is active simply cannot work out. Breathing is awesome.
I would like to share one lyrics by Rascall Flats with you, cause it reminds me a little bit me right now, considering we never were a couple:
I should be out in that driveway stopping you
Tears should be rolling down my cheek
And I don't know why I'm not falling apart
Like I usually do
And how the thought of losing you's not killing me
I feel bad
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad
I can let myself be angry over wasted time
And sad about just throwing love away
Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking
But I cant lie
All I want to do is turn the page
I feel Bad
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad
That I don't feel bitter, alone
I just feel its time, its time to move on
I just gotta move on and on and on and on
May 17, 2007
Blogging in english? Lets try!
Hey. I finally decided to crate a blog also in english (I already have one in czech) for my english friends. Oh yeah, Im so nice. Haha, just kidding. So, I think thats all I want to say right now. Im tired and Im on the net instead of studying, ups. Ill try write more in one of following days. Thanks for you attention.
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